Harsh My Chill

by The Brothers Goon

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1.
Real Shit 00:38
This is real shit I came up with I've been working on working it out I try to feel this Too hard to deal with Pull the words right out of my mouth
2.
Night Light 03:22
Surprised what hides in a paper bag Left in the puddle of a memory I never had You said that we would last I said a lot of thing and always that fast I don't know what it means But I said it to almost everyone I meet You weren't different you were just a change From this boring life I have maintained and I'll Keep on sleepin' with a night light Shot stars on the wall to help me sleep Ears ring from being in this night life Got scars from the faces you'll never see And people you'll never meet I found your number in a paper bag I never called but I guess I never have And you asked me to stop and think I spared you a thought at the top of my drink I know you don't know what it means But you get hung up on everywhere I sleep It should never have got to this But you just seemed like a break that I could fix and I'll Keep on sleepin' with a night light Shot stars on the wall to help me sleep Ears ring from being in this night life Got scars from the faces you'll never see And people you'll never meet In places you'll never be I don't know what you mean When you say it wasn't me And I don't know who to believe I don't know what you mean When you say it's you and me And I don't know who to believe When you say it wasn't me And I'll Keep on sleepin' with a night light Shot stars on the wall to help me sleep Ears ring from being in this night life Got scars from the faces you'll never see And people you'll never meet In places you'll never be And faces you'll never see
3.
Sleep 03:53
If I dig deep and find that comforting sound would you Still leave before I've barely come down Would you risk me if I'm the only one around I'm in six feet but I've been coming around And you're wrist deep in my vomiting mouth and now it's shit creek with only you for company But your company means more than Sleep at night Or spending my days in decent health Sleep at night Cos right now I don't wanna be anybody else When I swear that it won't happen again and I'm Halfway through mouthfuls stacking them in If it seems like I'm making up for time that I lost it's cos I am You've got me between a rock and this house With my loose sleeve and my thoughtless mouth If you leave me you'll be leaving for better company Cos your company means more than Sleep at night Or spending my days in decent health Sleep at night Cos right now I don't wanna be anybody else This sleep that i've been thirsty for There is no amount of water won't make me thirsty anymore I need a lift to my van in the morning Help me out I'll give you something in my yawning Even if our friendship isn't tangible I'm grateful you can even stand at all Sleep at night Or spending my days in decent health Sleep at night Cos right now I don't wanna be anybody else
4.
I head you whisper in your sleep All the dreams you held so deep Where we'd be in another life You don't need me I don't need you But here we are with our bodies you can see through I watched the way you looked at me When all I wanna do is leave Spend my life in another dive Fleshy 3D Touching me too Said starving for someone to finally feed you We found depth was spaceless Too close to ever be alone And death came faceless As she came down and tore down this home Lost pace in a far away city Carved my name in stone Your feet stuck fast Such a pity Never felt so I never felt so alone On the day I left my keys Broke my heart to fuckin' leave Live my life out the back seat All these old sheets Crusty white stains Sitting staring and thinking only in your migrane We found depth was spaceless Too close to ever be alone And death came faceless As she came down and tore down this home Lost pace in a far away city Carved my name in stone Your feet stuck fast Such a pity Never felt so I never felt so alone It all fell to pieces We can leave all this shit behind watch it as it burns inside Another night I'm sleepless It's playing on my worried mind another fucking waste of time Lost pace in a far away city Carved my name in stone All this tension Never fit me Never felt so I never felt so alone
5.
I know it's not right But I find it hard to resist It's impossible when I'm pissed You're the hot stove that my mother said not to touch But I burned my hands and began to prove bad luck Come waste some time Am I just lonely And obsessed with anyone who wants me? I'm scared to be alone with you You said you loved me But I think you might just be lonely And that's my favourite thing about you Fuck, it's the only thing I like about you I'll drive to your house For ten minutes pressed to your face You jumped your window to escape I think I lied when I said I would give you up Please look me in the eyes Say 'get the fuck out of my life' Come waste some time Welcome to this hell of mine Am I just lonely And obsessed with anyone who wants me? I'm scared to be alone with you You said you loved me But I think you might just be lonely And that's my favourite thing about you Fuck, it's the only thing I like about you Come waste some time Come waste your life Welcome to this hell of mine This hell of mine We'll be alright We'll be just fine if you might burn with me tonight This is real shit I came up with Count the steps to all of these doubts You said you need this I think we both did We have to dance round all that we found
6.
Pubic Hair 02:34
Teach me how to stand up for myself Don't wanna be second best forever Always a pubic hair short of greatness Been great but I've gotta be better than that How to stand up so hard Without sounding like a condescender Cos nobody can meet my eyes Been great but I've gotta be better than that When all of you Is falling through Don't let that be your only definition Of falling through a floor or two but Sometimes you need me and Sometimes you don't I make it easy and I made a joke You never laugh hard It's always the breath part And I won't regret what I wrote We speak violently and ill As a result of what our fathers gave us But we don't have to live like that Everything is what you made up Always a heart to break Always a pain to weather Always afraid of disappointing someone Been great but I gotta be better than that When all of you Is falling through Don't let that be your only definition Of falling through a floor or two but Sometimes you need me and Sometimes you don't I make it easy and I made a joke You never laugh hard It's always the breath part And I won't regret what I wrote Rest your head on my beaten chest Cos I need my rest and I need my meds
7.
We've got time to waste It's no use when I'm talking to you And all my mistakes tend to fall by the wayside When you find the breaks Pull up outside my house With spines to break I'll let you inside I don't wanna hear from you I'll walk the streets without ya I don't wanna find anything in the mail Except for pizza vouchers Got enough shit from you Don't come around here I don't need you anymore As you shed your tears don't leave them at my door Under half moon glint With not a minute we can spend alone In a bathroom sink glowing reflections of you I don't wanna hear from you I'll walk the streets without ya I don't wanna find anything in the mail Except for pizza vouchers Got enough shit from you
8.
Commit 04:38
I'm starting to see this apathy Amongst my many friends From running as fast as my feet can go Without any legs What started as free has now a degree That I've lost so many friends From running away from anything That starts making sense You can't commit to anything at all So don't commit to more than you can hold You can't commit to anyone at all So don't commit to me What reality finds is faint to describe Slowly turns to shit While we're planning things we'll never do I can't make the trip What started as free has now a degree That I've lost so many friends From shaking away any leaves my branch cannot bend You can't commit to anything at all So don't commit to more than you can hold You can't commit to anyone at all So don't commit to me And I know there's no time like the present tense But the past has got me thinking that the present meant That I can't commit to anything at all
9.
Don't turn on the light Don't wanna look you in the eyes Don't pretend it's right It all looks so clear from this height When everything's a fight It all looks so simple in hindsight Don't pretend it's right Tell me what you see in these eyes You make me weak As I've always been I'll try to think about what that might mean If you find the strength can you lend some to me I'll try to think about what that might mean I'll never get to sleep Out of the fear of what I might dream It would seem my friends and me Take whatever helps them sleep You can take my life And you can take my love Just let me take those cigarette burns off your heart After all you said to me I find it hard to breathe I hope you wake up to find that sleep has taken me You make me weak As I've always been I'll try to think about what that might mean If you find the strength can you lend some to me I'll try to think about what that might mean There is no escape Cos I find it hard avoiding you when we're in the same place Whip me up into shape So I can finally be a size that you wanted to trace We found disaster After we mastered the art We found it harder After we mastered the art
10.
Yungman 03:06
11.
Early Grave 04:09
Nothing is as good as it seems Protruding through the zip of my jeans Now I'm fading away like bleach upon denim All you can see is the holes I punched in them You're a piece of shit And a selfish fuck You've ruined any legs left I had to trust And now I'm stumbling like a teenage drunk Smoking three six five between my lungs I know you like the back of my hand But the freckles and scars don't match the man When our palms meet I slip away You make my firm grip decay Shakes and shakes of adrenaline rush Get back on your bike if you pedal with us Travel until your legs give in Doing three sixty degrees in spins I can feel you running through my veins With a different pulse but nothing's changed All you ever gave withdrawal pains Rush towards an early grave Take take take these tired tones Break break break these brittle bones And make me feel like someone else Take me as myself
12.
You opened your mouth to send blood into the night And you closed your eyes to swallow the light A moment flickered hope but that moment quickly died You inhaled your pride and breathed out your life All your forgotten codes left you alone Forgot the words you spoke as you lost your home I wanted to tell you to turn around I wanted to tell you I need you around I'm just your little brother You always worked so hard now you fucking quit A heart of gold that you turned to shit All your forgotten codes left you alone Fuck the words you spoke Won't you come on home I wanted to tell you to turn around I wanted to tell you I need you around Why would I even bother? I'm just your little brother Who'll be there to catch you next time around Cos I always had you when I fell down I'll go that distance next time around Cos I always had you when I fell down

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released April 12, 2019

The songs on this album were recorded at Spare Second Records in North Adelaide throughout the entirety of 2018.

Mixed and Produced by Lachy Bruce

Mastered by Neville Clark at Disk Edits, Adelaide

All tracks written and performed by The Brothers Goon

Cover artwork photo by Alexander Robertson

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South Australian Indie-Punk-Gooncore. A wholesome family band that preaches positivity, diversity and being yourself.

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Jake Ward, Lachy Bruce, Dan Morena and Jethro Spelman
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